like a flash of light in an endless night
life is trapped between two black ent-ties
’cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
no way to prepare, impending despair
did one say so cruel: “tis better to love than lose”
ignorance is bliss – wish not knew your kiss
so many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned
remember desire only fuels the fire – liar
betwixed birth and death, every breath regret
i pity the living, envy for the dead
emotionally stunned, in defense, i’m numb
i’d rather not care than to be aware – be scared
i don’t need love
are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
when you give an inch, will they take a mile?
longing for the past but dreading the future
if not being used, well then you’re a user and a loser
world renowned failure at both death and life
given nothingness, purgatory blight
to run and hide, a cowardly procedure
options exhausted, except for anesthesia – anesthesia
i don’t feel anything.