lirik lagu as i feed the flames of hate – quo vadis
a conspiratory silence fills my mind
a hardly mentioned name
yet it permeates my every move.
power of will is hardly enough
accomplishing nothing but a delusionary
sense of completeness.
pretense, my own parody
as played by me to humiliate no one
but myself.
this foolish game i play –
[my spirit] being subjected to ever new,
devious plots by my mind –
permanently scars my soul!
etched in anguish, memories carved out in pain,
struggling
to maintain my battedred sanity brings relief.
while rest is an eupherism for torture.
denying myself the memories
only worsens the flood of emotion
drowning me every time
as i struggle to maintain my composure.
it’s asking to deny the reason for my existence
because i feel that somewhere, somehow,
our two paths will join at one point
through some spiritual, yet tangible bond
which so far had prevented all of my deceitful
attempts and insignifant conspiracies to
eradicate her from my heart.
meanwhile i bludgeon pain into a manageable mold
encysted in layers of hate, permitting time to
p-ss as i maintain –
hidden behind impermeable walls
of my own bulsh-t!
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu thewiz › lirik lagu samplin aint artistic / samplers are gods – thewiz
- kumpulan lirik lagu abstract › lirik lagu the business – abstract
- kumpulan lirik lagu tally marks mista mistter › lirik lagu the old testament – tally marks (mista mistter)
- kumpulan lirik lagu xunknowntar › lirik lagu boomboom – xunknown$tar
- kumpulan lirik lagu david myles › lirik lagu you can’t hurt me – david myles
- kumpulan lirik lagu frettz › lirik lagu needed most (achoo!) – frettz
- kumpulan lirik lagu playboii q › lirik lagu all alone – playboii q
- kumpulan lirik lagu liar thief bandit › lirik lagu diamonds (are made under pressure) – liar thief bandit
- kumpulan lirik lagu nasty c › lirik lagu what i like – nasty c
- kumpulan lirik lagu bloodl3ak › lirik lagu wish u knew my name – bloodl3ak