lirik lagu descent – nugatory hope
i can’t take much more
with all to hide, i don this guise, and
smile and i mask it all
that smile hides a wretched man plotting self-demise
i scream at the sky as the floodgates burst
i went from ignored to the sc-m of the earth
my head is in another place
hoping for some lucky ace
to lift away the hurt
you f-cking hate me, don’t you? well
i hate me more, ‘cuz
when i fumble at each open door
a slew of trapdoors just conjure up, with the enticing lure of a
better life
god, and i keep f-cking falling for it!
snap me out of this!
i feel a paradigm shift
and the voices amplify
when the shift creates a quake
i used to -ssimilate and now i’m
ostracized and laughed at
i looked beyond this pit;
saw my ambition wither, die, and rot
i’m burning every bridge that i’ve ever built
with a blade in my fever dream fantasy, i give
i’m a cyst, and i’m only here just to prove my worth
even though i’m not worth a thing, i just want to feel
safe
am i losing my mind?
‘cuz every turn, there’s more
fuel for these thoughts
to fester and take on life
i can’t take this anymore!
why?!
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu shim › lirik lagu all of me – shim
- kumpulan lirik lagu still fresh › lirik lagu un autre – still fresh
- kumpulan lirik lagu boysindahood › lirik lagu tag x – boysindahood
- kumpulan lirik lagu noemie wolfs › lirik lagu lost in love – noémie wolfs
- kumpulan lirik lagu gizmo rap › lirik lagu cranium – gizmo (rap)
- kumpulan lirik lagu prais › lirik lagu yung trapper – prais
- kumpulan lirik lagu nick simon › lirik lagu vrij – nick & simon
- kumpulan lirik lagu mya › lirik lagu the fall – mýa
- kumpulan lirik lagu johnny punish › lirik lagu it’s now or never – johnny punish
- kumpulan lirik lagu reef › lirik lagu fade (demo version) – reef