lirik lagu g.b.p – absentia

i stand alone upon the silent plains of time
blinded by memories and frail emotions.
beyond old memories and friends all lost
lies the truth.

shattered hope became my guide
in a fight to end my pain
this day full of sadness
has joyfully changed into fear

inside, my heart is crying – i flirt with suicide!
inside my sh-ll, i’m dying – i just want to…

strange shapes and void afflicts my soul
and cast a shadow to my eye.
a world of fire where smoke seas roll
it’s time to say goodbye

black as thunder clouds
to you i gave my heart
in hope to end my pain
to you i gave my heart
in hope to end my pain

when the sun gives no day
when stars like skies shall be
when heaven and earth p-ss away
will you remember me?