lirik lagu not turgenjev but close – blood red throne
i dress in the skin of
what is already dead
i take on the part
which the surroundings expect
though there unaware
of the anti-life inside
my thoughts circle around
the opposite of asphyxia,
because that’s what i am
(i haven’t been anything else
for a very long time)
it has been written a lot about
the overwhelming darkness
but it didn’t clearly state
the amount of insight it contains
it knows more than the light
it wreathes me and observes me from all angles
maybe i am to be born now?
i look upon that day with fear and horror
i have reconciled myself
with my thoughts and vision
it took ages, but now it’s over
i can accept the obvious
because it’s what you see
i can live with the hatred and self contempt,
but i cannot survive the disgust and nausea of others
if they were to experience me from the inside
beneath the unasphyxiated exterior
i look upon that day with fear and horror
the day when suicide becomes inevitable
because it will arrive, that, i know.
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu professor flint › lirik lagu a lean, mean, seldom seen, dino-munching submarine – professor flint
- kumpulan lirik lagu sombre › lirik lagu we will coalesce – sômbre
- kumpulan lirik lagu ministri › lirik lagu idioti – ministri
- kumpulan lirik lagu have mercy › lirik lagu reaper – have mercy
- kumpulan lirik lagu jorge drexler › lirik lagu que el soneto nos tome por sorpresa – jorge drexler
- kumpulan lirik lagu eric nam x wendy › lirik lagu 봄인가 봐 (spring love) – eric nam x wendy
- kumpulan lirik lagu el personal › lirik lagu broche de oro – studio – el personal
- kumpulan lirik lagu erlandthe carnival › lirik lagu this night – erland,the carnival
- kumpulan lirik lagu dclik › lirik lagu rap nomination – d’clik
- kumpulan lirik lagu devaune › lirik lagu cuddles over sex – devaune