lirik lagu a year and an ocean – the khayembii communique
i’m trying too hard to forget to just be me.
forgetting to forget the imagined audience.
who i wish would understand me,
yet never know me.
because i can’t bear to show what i don’t know.
this is why i discuss trivialities.
this is why i seem so strong.
because my sh-ll won’t be cracked if i make sure you never find out how to.
yet i want to open up.
i want to see who i am.
i want to see.
but it terrifies me to think that maybe you love me for what i say and not who i am.
my politics just aren’t me;
just another wall between you and i.
the select few who’ve seen through the facade,
i pushed away in horror.
afraid of what they knew.
i withheld so much about myself to keep a f-cked-up advantage
and now i see i never had anything to gain.
so now there’s no more trying to “just be me”.
no more hiding behind a language. just expose myself for what i’ve been;
a fraud,
cashing in on rhetoric
that i learned to abuse,
what i used to push you away.
that i used to win even though.. every single time i lost.
every single time.
lirik lagu lainnya :
- kumpulan lirik lagu d bo › lirik lagu beschütz mich – d-bo
- kumpulan lirik lagu azudemsk › lirik lagu zeit fürn schuss – azudemsk
- kumpulan lirik lagu keke › lirik lagu to budzi bunt we mnie – kękę
- kumpulan lirik lagu the white stripes › lirik lagu apple blossom – the white stripes
- kumpulan lirik lagu americo › lirik lagu lejos de ti – américo
- kumpulan lirik lagu deep cotton › lirik lagu fork n’ knife (chapter 1) – deep cotton
- kumpulan lirik lagu vic vem › lirik lagu ta min själ – vic vem
- kumpulan lirik lagu szamz › lirik lagu za długo – szamz
- kumpulan lirik lagu codigo 13 › lirik lagu teu negócio é a grana – codigo 13
- kumpulan lirik lagu mark heard › lirik lagu no – mark heard