lirik lagu holding back – .kom(kingz of the mic)
[hook: nadia ali]
since i saw you last/
i been holding back/
i figured i should do just that/
i thought i’d crack/
but i smiled instead/
i let you read the fine print/
[verse 1: joka]
when you left i didn’t know who i was/
i felt like all i was/
was love/
tears for ya absence/
fear became p-ssion/
asking god/
questions i shouldn’t be asking/
sitting/
hating living/
hitting my self/
and gasping/
becoming more persistent/
with every minute p-ssing/
to have you back when/
you was gone forever lasting/
the scorned/
im just masking the torment/
and laughing way more/
when the habits becoming boring/
and im just acting real numb/
but that pain ain’t gone/
so im just acting/
real dumb/
when i could let it all out/
pick up my life & keep going/
but im paused like a game/
when real lifes going on/
and it’s funny when i smile/
i ain’t never feeling joy/
im just posing/
like a toy/
and you know/
i employ/
misery/
when literally/
just spiritually/
destroyed/
crocidile tears/
from a clown/
enjoy/
[hook]
[bridge: joka]
im holding back/
holding back/
i hold it back/
i gotta hold it back/
im holding back/
gotta hold it back/
im holding back/
gotta hold it back/
[verse 2: t.o]
looking in the mirror/
lying to myself/
my mind playing tricks/
so i’m yearning for some help/
but im learning that the steps/
would lead me to some wealth/
but money just made me felt/
like h-ll, it made me melt/
empty on the inside/
caught up quick/
with many of things/
complex thoughts/
fiend for a smile/
so i dreamed/
but i woke up to the same things/
the pain that the world brings/
the stress that success breeds/
seems to stampede/
so i vowed to myself i’ll never fail/
locked myself all alone in a mental jail/
rebelling from the same thoughts/
naw im not doing well/
but when they ask/
i just act, like im living swell/
the outside appearance/
the fake smiles/
the handshakes, the head nods are all not/
real, so yeah i’ve been playing good/
wishing that my life could be the way it should/
im like/
[hook]
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