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get sober - ksticky lyrics

[verse]
sat on the floor with a warm drink going flat in my hand
didn’t even want it just needed to not feel like i am
couple pills crushed on the back of my phone in the dark
told myself this is the last time like it’s the start (uhh)
somebody passed me a line said don’t think just try
didn’t even like coke but i did it that night
burned down my throat tasted blood in my mouth
everybody laughing while i faded out
later took shrooms with the liquor still in my veins
thought i’d see something new maybe break from the pain
instead i got stuck in a loop i couldn’t escape
same breath same thought samе second replayed
didn’t know if i’d comе back didn’t know if i was gone
felt like my brain unplugged but my body stayed on
n0body knew cause i didn’t say a word
just sat there trapped inside something i couldn’t reverse

[verse]
another night more pills didn’t count what i took
just kept going didn’t stop didn’t even look (no)
then it hit all at once like my body gave in
hands started shaking from somewhere within
breathing went heavy like the air disappeared
cold ran through me deeper than fear
heart wouldn’t slow down felt it pounding too fast
thought to myself this might be my last
n0body noticed n0body came close
i was dying in silence surrounded by ghosts
when it passed i just sat there staring ahead
didn’t feel lucky just felt empty instead
still went back cause it’s all that i knew
didn’t know how to exist without something to use
[verse]
then people i knew started dropping from it
fentanyl hidden and they didn’t even know it
one from coke one from pills same story again
same age same streets same circle of friends (uhh)
saw the posts saying rest easy we miss you
same people who used every night right with you
some of them stopped talking when i got clean and left
now they write paragraphs full of love and regret
made me wonder if i stayed would that be me
picture on a screen saying rest in peace
would they care or just move on the same
find somebody else to replace my name
would they help someone quit or leave them alone
until it’s too late and they’re gone

[verse]
getting sober wasn’t one moment it was every day
waking up and choosing not to throw myself away (yeah)
no pills no powder no chemical escape
just me and everything i tried to keep away
started training started writing started using my mind
filling up the hours i used to leave behind
some nights i wanted it more than i can explain
some nights i sat there shaking through the pain
but slowly i came back piece by piece
started feeling something underneath
i’m not perfect i still fight it sometimes
but i’m alive and this life is mine
if you’re where i was you don’t have to stay
you don’t have to fade away
you can walk out you can still be here
you can still live past the fear
i know cause i thought i was already gone
but i’m still here and i’m moving on
get sober now don’t wait like i did
the world is better with you in it

- ksticky lyrics

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