lirik lagu childhood – masked reaper
as i sit awake, no love or no hate…
just emptyness inside me growing as i break
and its late, i think of whos life i should take….
faster and faster this voice is sounding great…
and i can’t take every day, living with this hate…
knowing depression dont leave me alone for a day
people ask me why i’m like this, what should i say…
you’ll never f*** ing understand why im like this…
and you’ll never get to see how black each night is….
listening to screams in your mind , living frightened…
the noose is tightened every time i fall asleep…
i let it out in a song, then i get called a creep…
well i’d love a chance to make u all f*** ing see
the sh** inside my mind that keeps on attacking me…
its a tragedy , i had pictures of the man i’d be
but my f*** ing dad had to go and shatter me…
leave me to die….you can see in my eyes
the demons are eating me inside…
my childhood was spent locked in a room…
me , dark music and the bottles i’d consume…
i used to say to myself …. it will come soon…
these dreams i had soon turned into my doom…
my alter personality grabbed each part of me…
my heart would bleed to the sounds of this vicious screams
id never want to wake up from my living dreams…
cos i know the 4 walls around me were k!lling me…
reaper was born from my evilest source
and id drink til id fall to the brink of the morgue
i never used to care what they’d think of it all..
cos no matter how much id scream they didn’t hear my calls
or were they f*** ing ignoring it…all this sh** …
made me wanna rape their corpses in a torture pit
grab his wife, maul her tits and eat all this b***
leave nothing but her f*** ing skinless limbs with the corners split…
leave me to die….you can see in my eyes
the demons are eating me inside…
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