organising - mgrainmusic lyrics
[intro]
i can’t figure you out
can’t figure you out
i can’t figure you out
[verse 1]
when i felt healed
that flower died
it protected me all these years
even when i lied
got sent up to my room
where i always cried
as the years went by
that flower dried
i didn’t need it anymore
so it went to shore
it took to sea
and we don’t see it anymore
sadness is a comfort
cause pleasure is unstable
it takes less to lose it and
peers may abuse it
[verse 2]
i got that orchid
cause i need responsibility
it may seem morbid
but i needed sum’ that needed me
shelf life is so limited
you’re buried or you’re cremated
my flower got no choice
i organised, my childhood plead
a risk you have to take
otherwise you stay awake
alone with your emotions
with no thought of other motions
sure i am now organised
but my feelings atomised
a messy room’s a cluttered mind
so what makes a clear one
organise it for yourself
fits to your story
i tried to clean the shelf
but that just bored me
overlooked my struggles far too long
now i am unorganised
i need to write my wrongs
my grown response as i nurture
[verse 3]
i wasn’t scared to die
but what would happen after
would people tell a lie
or read both sides of my chapter
all i know is
that it wasn’t self inflicted
cause i left that stuff
that kept me addicted
addicted to the troubled thought
while peace was all i sought
but now i’ve passed on
and i hope that you’ll remember me
did my crime have any witness
or did it get no legacy
no legacy
[verse 4]
i cleaned my room every week
just to keep it organised
sorry to my brother
kindly from the poltergeist
tried every corner
just to seek some comfort
a hot week later i’d
move it back to the former
reshuffling was my drug
i would move all my furniture
i never had a rug
just the floor and some literature
sat in front of the mirror
it helped me see clearer
judging myself with the
walls creeping nearer
all my life i’ve tried to organise
but i still can’t figure myself out
but i have a lot of questions so
don’t absorb everything
that gets bounced off of you
people are just mirrors
with a different point of view
let their reflection
touch your eyes
but not penetrate your mind
you need their ideas
to develop your disguise
who dives in an ocean
which is three feet deep
you need to *n*lyse stuff
before you go to sleep
don’t let life pass you by
but live in the now
so why do you cry
when you don’t know the how
why do i take my reflection as me
it’s mirrored and it’s fractured and it’s forced upon me
somebody manufactured it
coated and protected it
so why do i react
like the chemicals inside of it
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