clarity - nihilus lyrics
another night
same ceiling cracks
i close my eyes
and vanish
grey alarm on the nightstand blinks
stale air
unpaid bills stacked thick
but when the dark rolls over my eyes
i trade this rust for another sky
in my head i’m weightless
nameless
whole new house
whole new face
i’m laughing hard at a stranger’s table
every lie in my chest feels stable
i taste a life that isn’t mine
it feels so real it rewrites time
out therе i’m broken
here i’m bright
so pull mе deeper into night
i’m alive in the life that i’m losing
when i wake up it all burns away
don’t tear me out of this dream i’m choosing
i’d rather fade than face the day
if this is fake then let it stay
let me drown where the colors don’t decay
two worlds twist like a spinal fracture
which one’s truth
which one’s manufactured?
out there i choke on fluorescent quiet
in here i’m a storm
i’m a riot
streetlights hum in a glass reflection
i see his smile
i see my rejection
he’s everything i swore i’d be
i’m the crack in his flawless scene
if i’m asleep
then why this pain?
if i’m awake
then why the chains?
every morning’s just an autopsy
of the person that i’ll never be
i’m alive in the life that i’m losing
when i wake up it all burns away
don’t tear me out of this dream i’m choosing
i’d rather fade than face the day
if this is fake then let it stay
let me drown where the colors don’t decay
they say “open your eyes”
but i bleed when they open
here i’m whole
there i’m broken
rip the seams between the realms
watch me fall between the selves
if that world calls
i won’t respond
bury my name where the daylight’s gone
wake me
break me
i still won’t stay
if truth is just a loaded gun
i’d rather sleep and never run
if real means watching hope collapse
then let me live between the gaps
i’m alive in the life that i’m losing
when i wake up it all burns away
don’t tear me out of this dream i’m choosing
i’d rather fade than face the day
if this is fake then let it stay
let me drown where the colors don’t decay
when the sun crawls up my wall
i’ll close my eyes
i’ll start to fall
if i’m a ghost inside that room
let me haunt this perfect tomb
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