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dream turned nightmare - xilence raps lyrics

[intro]
yeah…
you don’t miss the person
you miss who you were
before they taught you how to hate

[verse 1]
she looked like salvation, spoke poison in tongues
had me thinking i was chosen while she loaded the gun
played victim, played innocent, played me like a role
took a knife to my heart then asked why i’m cold

i was starving for love, she fed me deceit
every kiss tasted sweet, every promise was wеak
said forever was real, thеn she lied to my face
watched me bleed in slow motion, called it “sp*ce”

i bent till i snapped, tried to heal while she fed
on the cracks in my chest and the war in my head
she didn’t want peace, she wanted control
kept me broken on purpose so i’d never let go

[pre*chorus]
i was building a future, she was digging a grave
smiling while she watched me rot, calling it fate
i gave her my heart, she sharpened the blade
now love feels like something i survive, not chase
[chorus]
she was the girl of my dreams, now she lives in my rage
turned my heart into a cage, turned my trust into chains
what i loved turned violent, what i felt turned to hate
she ain’t heaven no more — she the h*ll that i escaped

yeah, she was the girl of my dreams, now i flinch when i sleep
every memory hits like a fist to my t**th
i don’t pray for her peace, i just pray i’m awake
’cause love like that don’t break — it scars and it stays

[verse 2]
she twisted my words, then blamed me for knots
had me questioning sanity, losing my thoughts
said i was unstable, said i needed her grip
funny how i got stronger the moment i slipped

she fed off reactions, the chaos, the pain
said i changed when i stopped playing part in her games
she loved me dependent, hated me free
loved the broken version, not the man in me

i was fighting my demons, she was betting they’d win
kept pouring gasoline, then called it “helping” again
if love was a war, she enjoyed the sound
of my heart hitting pavement when she knocked it down
[pre*chorus]
i don’t miss her touch, i miss my spine
i lost myself trying to make her mine
i bled for a dream that was dead from the start
now i move like a ghost with a locked*up heart

[chorus]
she was the girl of my dreams, now she lives in my rage
turned my heart into a cage, turned my trust into chains
what i loved turned violent, what i felt turned to hate
she ain’t heaven no more — she the h*ll that i escaped

[bridge]
i survived her affection, survived her lies
survived loving someone who fed off my cries
if this made me colder, then good — let it be
i’d rather be numb than chained to a dream

you call it love, i call it war
you call it fate, i call it scars
you were my dream, now you’re the proof
that nightmares wear familiar shoes
[outro]
she didn’t ruin me
she revealed me
and i don’t bleed for dreams anymore

- xilence raps lyrics

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