my own dystopia - a1th lyrics
[part i]
[verse]
starting to get to me
expectations give me life, and they’re the death of me
ain’t gon’ stop until i’m great, and ’till the best agree
can’t stop d*gg*ng on me, but i’m different, not no pedigree
i’m better, so i ain’t gon let that bullsh*t get the best of me
operation never ending, man, the grind continues
had a break, a couple months, but still got my credentials
got a problem that’s been taking over mind
but that’s fine
i just gotta find a type to vent to
even less been dawning on me
the effects of what i’m causing
ain’t been hitting me, it’s prolly cause
i’m thinking that it’s fine but my friends are fine without me
but i’m always so distracted
when i’m sleeping’s when it cross me (yeah)
but i’ll be recognized, that’s definite
need to put in time, putting effort till it’s effortless
getting through the lows just to reach the best, i’m testing it
but only full measures till success, it’s gonna be measureless
[hook]
i’ve been on a search for satisfaction
took a little while but i’m thinking that i have it
being great at something is a gift i think i know
but i built a small dystopia and i don’t know where to go
[part ii]
[verse]
off the grid, tryna contact me? i’m gone, hoe (yeah)
cooking sh*t up, get to grillin’, need some charcoal (huh)
soprano sh*t, you seeing me now? i’m a boss, hoe
raising bars, you talking smack? well, now your jaw broke
sh*t, we aiming for utopia
ain’t seeing straight to where i’m headed, my myopia
less i worry, common that i keep my hope, you know we up
but i know that i can’t do that
so this sh*t my own dystopia (uh huh)
expectations rising, your facade? i’m seeing through it
acting like you been improving stupid. need to prove it
i been through it, put myself through sh*t again
these demons putrid
proving i dont need no help
you talking sh*t then peep the movement
even lees been dawning on me
you ain’t been on my radar
so, you acting like you are just shows you cannot cross me
i been on top, i stay on top
see where the struggles got me
ain’t been back a minute
fortunately, now you haven’t lost me
hoe
[outro]
my own dystopia
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