unfamiliar - afraidofthemoon lyrics
i can feel my heartache
and i don’t like how it sounds
i fought for all my pieces, found them scattered, burned into the ground
i don’t remember much of how i got here
had a look around
its unfamiliar
it hurts to remember
oh
i feel myself fading
don’t remember who i used to be
memories are flashing
covered by the blood i used to bleed
can’t remember how i got here
i can’t look around
it feels familiar
why can’t i remember
i never thought that i would know the feeling of not living
i usеd to think the peace hеre wouldn’t be so unforgiving
just a remnant of the past now
my existence drowning out
my life is the only thing i could ever think about
i just wanna know why
i don’t wanna fight
there’s nothing i could ever want than to make it right
i keep getting shut out
the silence won’t calm down
i’m reaching through the air that’s plagued by the hurt and doubt
you dont wanna hear me, tell me, why should i speak
the words bounce right through your head and come straight back through my t**th
you pass off the abuse by saying it’s all just joking
i don’t wanna hear the lies, you just make me feel lonely
every time i look in the mirror
the reflection is different
why is it so hard to keep
the person i’m supposed to be
there’s not a real me
i can feel my heartache
and i don’t like how it sounds
i fought for all my pieces, found them scattered, burned into the ground
i don’t remember much of how i got here
had a look around
its unfamiliar
it hurts to remember
oh
i feel myself fading
don’t remember who i used to be
memories are flashing
covered by the blood i used to bleed
can’t remember how i got here
i can’t look around
it feels familiar
why can’t i remember
pieces breaking out of place and parts of me fall through the floor
fighting, trying to escape the thoughts i told me i’d ignore
i just wanna close my eyes, i don’t think i can anymore
trapped inside a prison that i’m locked in by an open door
used to be afraid to die, now its the only thought that plagues my
infiltrated feeble mind i guess its kinda hard to say i
really didn’t care to try, after i had lived longer than the
years and time i spent trying live what i could call my life
foundation won’t hide my scars
im painted by nothing at all
i’m not getting very far
from crying about my down fall
bad thoughts overtaking
think my mind is breaking
my life isn’t perfect
i keep hurting from this fact
and i can’t drop the act
i’ll cry, an attempt at bliss
please i dont deserve any of this
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