crashing up - antony szmierek lyrics
[verse 1]
ever thought about getting to know yourself?
well i did, and i sometimes wish i didn’t
you can’t cancel on plans with the voice in your head
sometimes it’s mine, and sometimes it’s someone else
and it’s not even an actor that i like
i guess that’s kind of self*destructive
when you ask i’ll say “i’m only messing”
open up my chest, and you’ll find a big red b*tton
and a warning not to press it
with the text that’s fading off
it’s just a guide, it’s window*dressing
[hook]
and i still need you
i’m torn apart, i just needed a friend
until i want to
i’m falling down, i’m crashing up again
[verse 2]
stepped out
called the ’savior complex anonymous’ hotline and got the dial tone
guess you can’t save everyone
especially if you’ve not been to the dentist in 4 years
and you’re allergic to saving money
searching symptoms online
“why do i feel so tired all the time?”
starting to miss the ‘h’ in my adhd
worried all my friends secretly hate me
and i’ll show them because, well
i couldn’t even look in the mirror this morning
took a shower with the lights off
couldn’t face looking at my skin
thought it best to leaver the flat with false confidence than crippling embarrassment
i hate the sound of my own voice
i hate the sound of my own voice
life’s just an invoice you can’t cash in
clothes soaking wet from a dip in big guilt river
chucked all my pennies in but still no wishes richer
and i can’t stop looking at that picture
what goes down must come crashing up
but i wish the crashing would come crashing quicker
i just know that you’ll be fine, and i’ll be even better
[hook]
and i still need you
i’m torn apart, i just needed a friend
until i want to
i’m falling down, i’m crashing up again
and i still need you
i’m torn apart, i just needed a friend
until i want to
i’m falling down, i’m crashing up again
[outro]
and i do appreciate being here
i’m just knackered, you know
there’s a lot going on
i’m doing a lot of talking
but i’m sick of the sound of myself, you know
i’m sorry i never got back to you
but i’m trying
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