searching for a reason to carry on - as the sun sets lyrics

all i ever wanted was a place to call my home, your hand to hold.
watch it all fade away, watch my love fall short of my dreams.
i drown in sorrow, take one last look back, at what is left. i can’t continue to live like this, when will this emptiness p-ss? carrying images of yesterdays.
life becomes hopeless. am i bitter or am i dead?