
nothing - blood girl lyrics
everything hurts everything hurts
and i can’t say nothing i can’t speak a word
im bad at honesty when its in regards to me
i want to try not to cry not to say that i might
commit su* i mean die i mean i want to live i want to
sit in the corner of your armpit
feeling like i exist
feeling like i exist
i think im lonely but i am not
im here right so i am not
i have friends and i feel fine
but things inside are like pain like
i have brain pain
i am crying in the shower
i am lying
when you ask me
is it ok?
i say yes
why can’t i speak
why can’t i say
i am not what u think
i am never ok
i brag to my friends
about finally being fine
while everything around me
is slowly catching fire
everything everything around me is breaking
everything everything is slowly deteriorating
i am f*cking up everything
every friendship every tiny thing i thought i had
is slipping thru my fingers
falling onto everything
and i have all the obsessive thoughts again
all of them
and i dont want to see any of my friends
i want to be by myself
tomorrow you’re gonna ask me like you always do
and i am gonna lie like i always think i have to
did you sleep well
and i lie yes
are you ok and i lie yes
are you hungry
i lie no
are you ok?
im just tired
can i help you
i say no
can i hug you
and i pretend its like a no big deal
but its the only proof i have that i am real
all i want all i want is to sit and talk with you
nothing nothing makes me feel like i matter except for that
i want to sleep
sleep
i want to sleep on
forever ever ever ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
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