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trust in the process - blood girl lyrics

[verse 1]
i put band*aids on bruises and try to sew
uncloseable gashes and splintered, broken bones
i never did take proper care
of this body i don’t know
supposedly it’s mine
but is that really so?

[verse 2]
i owe most of this scar tissue
to hands that aren’t mine
fingers digging in my head wound
to get all the way inside
my brain’s a labyrinthic nightmare
and i keep running into walls

[verse 3]
got my name carved in box*cutter
like inside a bathroom stall
i won’t make fun of my trauma
or the person i once was
the way i used to in a misguided
attempt at moving on
i am a frankenstein concoction
on a seesaw madе of hope
i always jump between conclusions
on a steep and deadly slopе
[chorus]
trust in the process?
what a waste!
to stand by as it all disintegrates
i’ve been patient, been waiting all my life…
for something i don’t know how to describe!

[verse 4]
spent my teenage years uncertain
never really fitting in
despite consistently parading
in another person’s skin
pathological delusions to try and ease the bitter taste
of being sewn into a body
i didn’t know how to escape
i kept picking at the stitches
itching to see blood
until the healing process halted
and my skin began to rot
how do i know if getting worse
is just a part of getting well?
am i even getting better?
am i lying to myself?

[chorus]
trust in the process?
what a waste!
to stand by as it all disintegrates
i’ve been patient, been waiting all my life…
for something i don’t know how to describe!
[chorus]
trust in the process?
what a waste!
to stand by as it all disintegrates
i’ve been patient, been waiting all my life…
for something i don’t know how to describe!

- blood girl lyrics

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