crawling up the wall - bumpin uglies lyrics
this existential crisis is routine
i’ve been running circles trying to find something that’s meaningful
insatiable desire i’m a fiend
living out a fantasy is messier than dreaming it
trauma living in my head keeps me pushing dead ahead
i dont take a breather its a sickness with no fever
justify it all because i’m living out my purpose
but nothing i accomplish seems to shake this sense of worthlessness
crawling up the wall
trying to stop intrusive thoughts
the more i fight the more they talk
at their beck and call
directing me bewildered
my realities unfiltered
i haven’t numbed myself in years
these days i face all my fears
invasive like the sunlight in a place it never sets
so i keep pulling from the well
ignoring the hole in the sh*ll
of the bucket that i’m filling
never enough, always willing
meaning found in notches of the belt
flaunted on the internet. validate me, double tap
playing with the cards that i’ve been dealt
they’re dealing from the bottom, salivating while i push all in
every win leaves me confused
what it is i’m trying to prove
the hollowness inside, despite how hard i try
bar to club and van to bus, it never feels like it’s enough
it’s not for pride or wanderl*st, i just can’t stop or else i’ll rust
crawling up the wall
trying to stop intrusive thoughts
the more i fight the more they talk
at their beck and call
directing me bewildered
my realities unfiltered
i haven’t numbed myself in years
these days i face all my fears
invasive like the sunlight in a place it never sets
so i keep pulling from the well
ignoring the hole in the sh*ll
of the bucket that i’m filling
never enough, always willing
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