death of fear - castle the human lyrics
[doctor]
tell him he doesn’t got much time left
[nurse]
okay doctor
i’m sorry to inform you but you don’t have much time left and unfortunately no one is here to see you
any last words?
[castle]
i never thought this day would come
but now look at me, what have i become
dying so lonely
dreams didn’t come true
nightmares became true
it’s just me and you in the room
even you don’t care about me, it’s just your job. i understand
big house, big money, big car. know the plan. it means nothing
paper ruled all my whole life
never even found a wife
i thought things would have gotten better
i should have taken my own life when i had the chance
wouldn’t even have left a letter
times’ taken my life, now i’ve wasted all my time
never did what i wanted to do
now i’m stuck with you
[nurse]
i’m sorry i’m not the person you want to see
i see that your life is picked by currency
i feel bad because you’re so lonely
i feel so sad because you’re depressed
you said you never did what you wanted and i want to know
what kind of dreams did you dream of?
did you dream of sheep, or did you dream of wolves?
i’m curious
[castle]
my dreams were simple but people popped them like a pimple
i’ve always wanted kids of my own but never found a women to bone
natural selection has selected me to live alone
in the end it works out because my dna is cancerous
it’s funny that i miss everyone but no one is here for me
…f*ck
thought a girl would have been into me by now
i guess i’m just too different because they didn’t like me
i’m sorry this is the saddest sh*t to hear
i can see a tear fall down your cheek and i got you knees weak
i remember being young and walking to the street of the bus stop
thinking about life and i wanted it to stop
so i thought instead of taking the bus the bus should take me
another dream of mine
i’ve always wanted to rap, too afraid to try it
because i was afraid no one would buy it
scared people would laugh at me, call me names
castles raps more like castle cr*p
saying sh*t like “you can’t rap”
i got a whole notebook filled with raps
been writing before one five
thought it was cool, i was being a fool
fear beat me to it so i couldn’t do it
my only request is to chop my body up
turn it to ashes, fill them up in d*ld*s
then give it to people to shove it up their asses
don’t know why, but you’re not perfect until you die
i wish i could die in peace, but that doesn’t matter because soon i’ll be deceased
tell everyone to f*ck off and not to come to my viewing
because they never really cared about me and what i was doing
in fact i’m ready to go
i’m tired of this sh*t
i’m not clowning around, this is it
pull the cord out
or i’ll rip my heart out
the disease is winning
in my death bed i’m still sinning
at least i got time to say everything on my mind
my body’s in danger
i’m venting to a stranger
i’m sure you’ll be okay
you won’t remember me
you see people die every day
shows you how much power humans got
that just comes to show how insignificant i am as a human
my heart is slower, and i feel i’m getting col…
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