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i reminisce - casto1 lyrics

(verse 1: casto1)
doing dumb sh*t to ease my pain
i was running around fried trying to please my mates
couple bricks to the face watched them all turn fake
i saw a snake get hungry that’s why they stole my plate
i told mum as a young’un that i would grow to be great
i stopped trying to throw myself in a grave
my day to day is the same but i’m destined for change
that’s why i get up on that stage give a f*ck a about a pay
you wouldn’t get it lad
robbing cash for a bag we used to get em mad
taking all they had just to put it back in a glad wrap
thinking that we lacked what we kept it tucked in a f*nny pack
laughing on the bike as we ride back to his granny flat
those were the days now they asking where the xanax at
mumsy doesn’t know what i’ve done it feels like h*ll and back
a lot of stress on my mind i have to carry that
chest and shoulders too just like i’m carrying a saddy bag
i’m only 20 and my life feels numb
am i stupid am i dumb and i don’t do this for fun
i got points to prove c*nt and i won’t stop till i’m done
you’re either with me or against me or you’re stuck in the mud
i got boys ready to k!ll they stay strapped with a gun
and this sh*t ain’t call of duty but they packing a punch
bro got pounds under the couch they stay packed in a bunch
i don’t pick a beat and rap for the funds
(verse 2: casto1)
cause i just wanna see you again
reminiscing on the past got me missing all of my friends
but the world keeps spinning around so i’m trying to figure it out
but just keep my name alive if my life ever came to an end
i’ve got love for all my brothers they’re the reason i’m here
all those failed attempts at nights i was shedding my tears
felt like a burden for years cause i’m observing my peers
and i’m the only one with glass in my hand immersed in the tears
suicide a thousand times but it’s still death that i fear
sick of f*cking around drunk like i’m messing this fear
guess all the stress that i’ve been left with got me neck in a beer
thinking if i have a session it’ll clear
like my bro all i wanted to do was hang myself
but i wake up in the afterlife still hate myself
doing scattered sh*t to cope i really waste my health
i put a riot onto a page because the pain turns wealth
i miss plenty of my boys man i really wish them well
all the sins that i’ve committed devil’s shipping me to h*ll
got me sitting in my dwell instead of gripping on a belt
losing a mate that’s a pain i never felt

(verse 3: casto1)
cause i just wanna see you again
reminiscing on the past got me missing all of my friends
but the world keeps spinning around so trying to figure it out
well just keep my name alive if my life ever came to an end
sick of waking up and hating life i’m just trying to be that guy
but god ain’t seem to answer when i’m asking if i’ll be alright
my friends don’t understand that i’m just masking what i feel inside
so even when i’m high there’s a chance i’m thinking of suicide
think about the afterlife music’s really do or die
so if it goes i pull the cl!ck it’s all i’ve ever tried
this is all i’ve worked for this is all i’ve ever done
if i come back i promise i’ma feel like i’m a worthless son
i swear i’m just a worthless c*nt my asd is crazy
i get angry build it up to like a brush and then i hurt someone
pace around my room with a cup filled up with bundy rum
yelling at my mum because i’m drunk and acting stupid dumb
crying buckets for my brother wish he knew what he had done
convo’s with your mother sending photos of her son
i’m still checking up on ava hope she having loads of fun
i lost you as my friend but they lost their own blood

- casto1 lyrics

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