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sound of suicide 1 - casto1 lyrics

(intro: casto1)
yeah, casto1 it’s that real sh*t
straight from the heart, straight raw
motherf*ckers don’t understand

(verse 1: casto1)
if i had just a bit of serotonin left
i wonder what my thoughts would be before the bullet hits my head
often find myself wondering was it worth the stress
getting worked up over little sh*t got me in a mess
find myself relying on a sesh to get to bed
the sh*t i’ve seen and heard control my life i guess it got the best
so guess i chеck myself and question was it worth the mеds
grade 4 i’m 18 now and still ain’t nothing’s fresh
you don’t know about the life that i lived
you ever woken up still drunk with cuts to your wrist
new bottle nearly empty, stained with my blood on the lid
no recollection of anything i’m ashamed of what i did
mum walking in at 2am i’m yakking my guts
too many shots again i never know when i’ve had enough
it’s like the more i get drunk i find me pouring it up
a little more than before no wonder my stomach is rough
and to be honest some days i still wanna k!ll myself
some days i wake up feeling angry and i’ll kick myself
or when i wanna feel the pain i’ll go and pinch myself
or wake up saying today’s the day i fix my health
but to be honest, it never really happens does it
so now i’m back to drinking till i wanna kick the bucket
can’t hurt my family or my friends but i’m thinking f*ck it
this is how i really feel but i don’t discuss it
(interlude: casto1)
i’m f*cked up and there’s no escape
stuck in my own brain rough but i can’t explain
why i feel the way i do
i just put it on the page and let the music do the talking
it’s the reason i get played
i’m f*cked up and there’s no escape
stuck in my own brain rough but i can’t explain
why i feel the way i do
i just put it on the page and let the music do the talking
it’s the reason i get played

(verse 2: casto1)
my family i know you’re listening
don’t worry bout me i’m doing fine
i’m living in a paradise filled with sunshines
we sipping gin till the sunrise
always sat high living in sin
dealt with the bullsh*t, no once not twice
too many times to f*cking count but it was not nice
getting fried on most nights is when i heard jack die
stared at the roof for seven hours didn’t blink one eye
i watched my life and it seems like a movie
but it seems without my g my dreams ain’t how they should be
question my god like please you should have took me
no effect to my friends cause where n0body understood me
if i k!ll myself today who would lie
if i k!ll myself today tell me who the f*ck would cry
because every f*cking night i’m in a fight with this head of mine
and when i close my eyes i can feel my chest getting tight
recently i’ve been so f*cking angry at myself
mood changes like f*ck it i might just hang myself
i hate everything about me so i may as well
i pray to god for help cause right now this life’s a living h*ll
but they don’t care unless i put it on a beat
listen up you f*cking mutt when rest in peace don’t even weep
i’ve been struggling for years but i’m still standing on my feet
i refuse to let my demons take me over for defeat
(outro: casto1)
i’m f*cked up and there’s no escape
stuck in my own brain rough but i can’t explain
why i feel the way i do
i just put it on the page and let the music do the talking
it’s the reason i get played
i’m f*cked up and there’s no escape
stuck in my own brain rough but i can’t explain
why i feel the way i do
i just put it on the page and let the music do the talking
it’s the reason i get played
yeah the f*cking real sh*t

- casto1 lyrics

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