planet schizoid. - charles galbasin's spinoff work lyrics
lead solder in my headphones and mic, i fret those, won’t lie
saw the p65 on the box, and i felt the anxiety rise inside of my chest
but reddit says it’s fine ‘cause it has to be melted and smelt or ingested to pose any threat, and it’s nestled within the confines
and i guess lead’s the best type of solder for quality sound
plus, i just looked it up and my laptop, and phone, all the chargers, and other elеctrical components are stuffed with that stuff so i’m probably just paranoid
though you can nеver be too safe
log on and ask if those answer’s the truth, they all reply “yes.” like the question was stupid
that’s all fine and dandy, but just to be careful, i’ll don a gas mask next time i’m in the booth, kay?
i’m paranoid, scared of everything here and there, avoid every single thing i encounter at all costs
rocket*ship to planet schizoid blasting off
i’m paranoid
terrified of needles when they don’t hurt
nurse numbed my arm, while i hugged my mom, even put a shot blocker to it ‘fore she inserted it
took me an hour and thirty minutes to give up, to come back to get it done in another half an hour
as i cowered, and wound up not feeling the shot at all
i oughta stop the trepidation it’s embarassing, sitting in this room with cute animals and pink walls, crying and running
’cause of trypanaphobia, sit at the summit, but fall at the sun
god forbid i got to meet a fan whose job’s to give me shots
they’ll not be a fan when it’s all said and done
i’m paranoid
(strum) (strum) (strum) (knock knock knock knock knock) (strum)
(strum) thi* (strum) …
it’s really not that funny
the anxiety keeps me up, and eats me up at night
i be tortured by the horrors, engulfed by engorgers
it’s no gorgeous sight up in my mind
i’m f*cking blindsided by the agitation, ripped from this disquietude
up at early am’s per perturbation, every night
several plights weighing on me
“what if, what if, what if, what if,”
they just haunt me heavily; perpetually
“what if i get cancer? what if writing that will give me cancer?”
knock on wood, i better, knock on wood, i better
“what if we do not come home together?”
nah come on, you’re paranoid
void oughta slow forever, i don’t f*ckin’ know
“what if, what if, what if this car crashes? what if thinking that will make it crash?”
i cross fingers forever; pray to god when i’m agnostic
please don’t end this, not like that, not now
i vow, i vow, i vow, but
“what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if i
finally prove my superstition for the first in hundred times?
what if 13’s come to get me? what if fear fulfills it’s fate?
what do the hands of time hold, when the mirror really breaks?
what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if i..
buy new headphones, will my whole career and dream be jeopardized?”
see, i need this needle, please just man up, don’t get hepatitis
think about roz and our future, she immunocompromised
you’re a stupid f*cking selfish little b*tch if you fail
don’t let the disease prevail, you can’t be this f*cking frail
do you really want this sh*t to be the end of your tale
ain’t a hero, just a villain who finally k!lled himself
you’re like hitler, you’re the enemy, see everyone was right
all those people you called evil, are your equal
or completely unalike, ‘cause they’re on the good side, and you’re not
what* what if you’re schizophrenic? hey, what if you’re manipulative? what if you are horrendous? yeah, what if you’re what they said you were?
what if you’re f*cking evil? wait, what if they’re what you end up being?
what if you’re just frenetic, a manic mannequin standing and running still and in motion concomitantly forever?
hey, what if you’re what they said you were? what if you’re what i say you are? what if you’re not what everyone knows you to be portraying?
hey, what if lead isn’t the most deadly thing in your headphones?
you conducting this train towards a bane
like rain on? nah, gas the peaceful protesters in my parade
(cough cough)
throw a cognitive grenade, don’t bother to take cover or cover your cough
you’re an awful f*cking creature forever at someone elses halftime watching from the bleachers
what if, what if, what if, what if, i don’t wanna hear it?
i named you ferg to make you laughable but you still terrifying
and i can’t take it, the way you aching my brain
if a bane my destination, i’m still taking the train
i’m still bathing in flames with chills
i’m shrill, flaking in shame
i can’t deal, i need you to understand:
if you continue to treat me the way you have been then i’m going to f*cking k!ll you
take every f*cking pill to k!ll you
then we’ll see if you still saying my name, stating those things that making me hate myself everyday
i’ll end your reign, i swear, you better stay careful if you pray to remain, ain’t playing no games
nothing said is bluffing, this destruction of your ways
if you ever bring the brunt again my crux’ll f*cking crush you to a paste, talking extirpation
no exxageration, no dissadulation
no ammassed array of happenstance could stand a chance to mass erase the tragic state of pre*arranged sleeper agents actived at that statement that you make
their tasked to take, crack, shatter, break
they’ve practiced day*in, day*out, to attack you
please don’t make me do it, man i love you, you’re a part of me, my brain.*
“that’s exactly what i wanted you to say.”
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