
wish i could cry - citizen soldier & halocene lyrics
[verse 1: jake segura]
built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty
lost purpose running from my pain
i made a prison shining trauma and never found nirvana
sold cyanide for novacaine
[pre*chorus: jake segura]
i’ve learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything
i’m just a cage of skin that threw away the key
to fall apart right now that’d feel like ecstasy but
these walls weren’t built to break
[chorus: jake segura]
i really wish that i could cry right now
i really wish that i could let this out
million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
i’m too good at holding them down
i really wish that i could cry right now
but i’m afraid that i’ve forgotten how
being numb’s how i cope with the h*ll that i’ve known
but the silence is making me drown
i really wish that i could cry
i really wish that i could cry
[verse 2: addie nicole]
i’ve had to wear a thousand faces, be fake to just replace this
panic that my past holds tight
now every feeling’s lost it’s flavor ’cause i feel so much safer
as frozen than in fight or flight
[pre*chorus: addie nicole]
i’ve learned that i’d rather suffer, i would rather agonize
than lose the little things just for the alibi
that taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
i’m living not alive
[chorus: jake segura & addie nicole]
i really wish that i could cry right now
i really wish that i could let this out
million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
i’m too good at holding them down
i really wish that i could cry right now
but i’m afraid that i’ve forgotten how
being numb’s how i cope with the h*ll that i’ve known
but the silence is making me drown
[bridge: jake segura, addie nicole, both]
my life is full of love but i’m empty
’cause i’ve been so afraid of remembering
i just want to break down
i’m ready
so let me please
[chorus: jake segura & addie nicole, addie nicole]
i really wish that i could cry right now
i really wish that i could let this out (let this out)
million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
i’m too good at holding them down
i really wish that i could cry right now (cry right now)
but i’m afraid that i’ve forgotten how (forgotten how)
being numb’s how i cope with the h*ll that i’ve known
but the silence is making me drown
i really wish that i could cry
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