
not used to - cj beth lyrics
#verse1
not used to being judged
you look at me, i feel naked, naked
you tell me that i’ve grown fat, that i have to change it, change it
but i feel good in this body
i shouldn’t worry about that when i’m 14
#verse2
then you put me on the scale (put me on the scale)
you need to lose weight
that’s what you told me, i cried
i barely had time to breathe (barely had time to breathe)
all night until morning i cried
“it would be nice if next summer you were ten kilos less”
then you lеft
#chorus
first time i feel anxiety
first time i find mysеlf too fat
first time i see you in my mirror
last time i felt happy for four years, for four years
#verse3
two months later
ten kilos less (ten kilos less)
you tell me it’s better
you find me prettier
#verse4
nine months later
40 kilos less (40 kiloss less)
i’m lying down, down, down
in the hospital
#verse5
that’s what i see
i can only hear you
that bad little voice
that keeps me away from you, that keeps me away
#verse6
that’s what i see
i can only hear you
that bad little voice
that keeps me away from you, that keeps me away
#chorus
first time i feel anxiety
first time i find myself too fat
first time i see you in my mirror
last time i felt happy for four years, for four years
#chorus
first time i feel anxiety
first time i find myself too fat
first time i see you in my mirror
last time i felt happy for four years, for four years
#verse7
dad doesn’t understand me anymore
mama cleans up the mess
my friends walk away
just me and that reflection of you
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