hold back tears - conway the machine lyrics
[intro]
yeah
hmm
gotta hold back tears sometimes, man
[chorus]
i think about my n*gga chris, i gotta hold back tears
think about b*wiz, i gotta hold back tears
think about melec’s son, i gotta hold back tears
think about derek bishop, gotta hold back tears
think about monet’s son, i gotta hold back tears
monet is like a brother to me, sh*t, we go back years
think about my grandmother, gotta hold back tears
crazy eight ridin’, gotta hold back tears
[refrain]
ayo, i cried when dough boy died
i cried when ‘chine gun black died
tears burst out of my eyes
yo, i cried when d*black died
ayo, i cried when ‘liq racks died
tears burst out of my eyes
[interlude]
yeah
somebody said i sounded depressed in a lot of my songs now
sh*t, h*ll yeah, i’m depressed, i lost a child, n*gga
you know the love don’t feel real no more, homie
i’m f*cked up for real
[verse]
you ever lost somebody close to your heart, then you know the feelin’
to get crazy eight and my granny back, i’d give back these millions
i wish she lived long enough to meet my two children
people don’t know what i been goin’ through and what i been feelin’
truth is i’m spiralin’, feel like i’m ’bout to lose it
my label only concern is, “when you turnin’ in the music?”
and i ain’t tryna come off ungrateful, that’d be foolish
it turned me into a recluse, but i ain’t the dude to make excuses
it’s useless, they like, “machine, why you ghost us for?”
i care a lot until i don’t no more
i isolate myself to heal so i don’t hurt no more
keep pickin’ at that same scab, gon’ leave an open sore
look like i’m good on the surface, inside, i’m hurtin’
i just hope when it’s over, i’m worthy of allah’s mercy
have mercy
[chorus]
i think about my n*gga chris, i gotta hold back tears
think about b*wiz, i gotta hold back tears
think about melec’s son, i gotta hold back tears
think about derek bishop, gotta hold back tears
think about monet’s son, i gotta hold back tears
monet is like a brother to me, sh*t, we go back years
think about my grandmother, gotta hold back tears
crazy eight ridin’, gotta hold back tears
[refrain]
ayo, i cried when dough boy died
i cried when ‘chine gun black died
tears burst out of my eyes
yo, i cried when d*black died
ayo, i cried when ‘liq racks died
tears burst out of my eyes
[outro: crazy eight]
yo, demond, this crazy eight, man
i was just callin’ to see how you was doin’, i ain’t what sh*t, man
i heard your new songs, man, i’m proud of you, man
i love you, man
you know what i’m sayin’, keep doin’ your thing, man
and don’t let n0body ask you for sh*t
’cause ain’t n0body give you sh*t, you heard?
love you, one
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