no holding back - devon braxton lyrics
[verse 1: devon]
it’s 2 am, i’m sick of missing you
i’m heading out to get a drink and just forget
somebody take my phone before i’m drunk and call you
saying stupid things that i regret
or maybe i should let it happen
tell you things that i’ve been holding back up in my mind
bartender pour me up another shot, i’m feeling loose
i’m feeling like it’s almost time
to tell you everything, no holding back
tryna smoke away the pain, i’m going bad
i can’t pay my rent but i just bought a pack
i been breaking down more than this cadillac
tryna put together shards of broken glass
while tryna stay inside, and work, and go to class
so don’t you cut me off before i pay my tab
or drown my sorrows in some f*cking cognac
i don’t need no more drugs, i don’t need no more s*x
criеd on my rollie, i need patek
tired of hiding, i’m brеaking the silence
i’m speaking my mind, i don’t need your respect
fighting my demons, they bleed from the chest
i need to slow down but i need some more checks
the cure to my pain, put that sh*t veins
popping pillies for sleep but i need some more rest
[verse 2: matcha]
i need some more rest
i’m done, hungover, i’m tired, i’m stressed
think it’s just better if i wish you the best
a couple of things that i got on my chest
a couple of pills cause i’m feeling depressed
losing myself but i feel like a guest
if this was a race then i’m losing the contest
[verse 3: daniyo]
lost all my empathy
and don’t ask how it happened, don’t know what got into me
i spent some time on lovers that wasn’t meant for me
i used to dust my shoulders off but this one ended me
need some more rest swear i been trying my best
put in a hundred percent and still ain’t seeing progress
don’t know how many days i got left if things keep going like this
i’ma start to lose balance while standing on that cliff
they said it gets easier when you open up and share them feelings
but all that was bring me pain shaped like abyss’s
now i get why we numb out with these prescriptions
generation we live in
i won’t lie i’ve been feeling like a disappoint everywhere i go
still i refuse to burden anyone so i walk around the “hero”
hero needs to be saved but who can he turn to when he’s alone
hate seeing my own reflection won’t even pick up my phone
i been tryna keep it positive but demons won’t let me
always failed exams so i’m begging you don’t test me
tired of holding back and holding in, i’m letting loose
even if i really need it, i don’t know how to say “help me”
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