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i'm so scared - dieabolik the monster lyrics

[chorus: bvne]
i’m so scared after all
i’m falling for the symbolism
feeding in my cynicism
and i’m aware, if i fall
i’m losing all my inner sense
i really cannot picture it at all
i’m so scared after all
i’m falling for the symbolism
feeding in my cynicism
and i’m aware, if i fall
i’m losing all my inner sense
i really cannot picture it at all

[verse 1: dieabolik the monster]
look, scared to death of death, i’m obsessed with thinkin’ of it
i’m the type to wear a hoodie that hardly go out in public
standin’ by an exit, this life, i wanna love it
but i can’ t be with people less i’m gettin’ drunk
i swear to god i wish it’d go away, scared of bein’ lonely too
but i wanna be alone, but please don’t ever leave me alone
i don’t know what i might do
i think about a heart attack every single night too
what’s my kids gonna think if they find daddy dead?
the doctor said that i was healthy and it’s all in my head
but sh*t, maybe some therapy, maybe somethin’ instead
of me just layin’ in my bed with a chest full of dread
[refrain: dieabolik the monster]
this anxiety confides in me, it hides behind my eyes
chest is gettin’ tighter and my thoughts are racin’ by (racin’ by)
prayin’ through the night that i make it and survive (and survive)
and wake up to my family that’s smilin’ but i’m still scared

{verse 2: dieabolik the monster]
scared to do some shows and i’m scared of hittin’ stages
so i’m drinkin’ amounts of liquor that is f*ckin’ outrageous
never feelin’ adequate enough to hang out with these artists
even though i know i’m better and they could never out*bore me (bore me)
b*tterflies up in my stomach with some doubt up in my brain
feelin’ like a lost doe, desperate, left out in the rain
nothin’ seems to comfort me or ever seems to numb the pain
the thoughts of death that take my brain
they’re drivin’ me in*f*ckin’*sane
i don’t even want the music if i’m bein’ honest
i just want a hoodie and a couch if i’m bein’ honest
i really wanna hide away if i’m bein’ honest
i’m really tryna find my way if i’m bein’ honest
[refrain: dieabolik the monster]
this anxiety confides in me, it hides behind my eyes
chest is gettin’ tighter and my thoughts are racin’ by (racin’ by)
prayin’ through the night that i make it and survive (and survive)
and wake up to my family that’s smilin’ but i’m still scared

- dieabolik the monster lyrics

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