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wasted - eljay (leo cebon) lyrics

[intro]
sk the plug

[chorus]
dear diary, let me tell you of a time
when my life didn’t just consist of committing petty crimes
yeah now my life is spent in a daze, just getting high
that’s the only way i’ve found to numb the pain
i don’t know why
it’s all i can do to stop me falling off the edge
yeah too many times i’ve done been pushed up to that ledge
by the man i called my boys, my bros they was my friends
well, that’s what i called them
i thought they was my friends

[verse 1]
yeah i started smoking weed from the time i was 13
thought i was so cool, i was living in a dream
first there come the drugs, and then there came the p’s
don’t want to be caught lacking ’cause i don’t want to squeeze listen, i’m not even gonna cap
or try to hide the truth
i spent time in a cell for some sh*t i didn’t do
it took over my life, you don’t know the sh*t i’ve gone through
no i’m not doing okay, although i might appear to
dear diary, i can’t even lie, i feel like sh*t
feels like everything i do ends up negatively lit
no matter what you do, people will always talk their sh*t
so here’s what i say, i say “f*ck what people think”
like how you gonna say some sh*t if you ain’t got no proof?
why don’t you just let me do me and you can go do you?
f*ck that sh*t, i’m just tryna make it through
all you’re doing is hating on the kid, thinking that’s cool
getting in my feels, feel like my time’s been wasted
every single day, i feel like sh*t, and i hate it
people gonna tell me when i can and can’t say sh*t
but life ain’t worth living if you ain’t gonna take risks
tryna get my money up, that sh*t helps numb the pain
that sh*t’s a f*cking struggle when you’re fighting with your brain think i’m going insane, so i’m smoking mary jane
and i just want you to know that you and me we ain’t the same, yeah
[interlude]
time’s been wasted, smoking on a bat yeah i’m baking
gotta keep my face up, deal with all the hate cause
smoking on another f*cking zoot every time that i wake up
smoking on a loud pack so that i feel okay
i feel trapped in this situation, like there’s no escape
i wish i could show you what’s been happening in my head
but every time i try, no one understands my pain

[verse 2]
in this life, you only get one shot to make a difference
people chat about me daily, and i ain’t even did sh*t
you’re flying too close to the sun like you’re icarus
but at the end you’re gonna crash and burn, yeah that’s some real sh*t i’m speaking the truth, yeah why would i lie?
you’re precious little ego hurts, you’re grown not a child, so act like it i’m not bad not tryna rap like it
i’m just putting feelings behind bars not on a track lying
every time i leave my yard i don’t know who i’ll see
yeah i don’t know if they’re real or not, don’t know if they’re a g cause there’s a lot of man out here that pretend but they’re phoney and even when i’m with people i’m always lonely
it feels like sh*t having no one really know you
and it feels like sh*t having no one you can go to
it feels like sh*t when it’s something no one goes through
so i slap on a beat, bring the heat and i flow too ah
dear diary, let me tell you ’bout some real sh*t
i feel sh*t, talking to my face but you can’t see sh*t
light in my eyes is gone, my brain’s gone dark
but no one even knows about that ’cause me i just conceal it
i wish i had my childhood back but that sh*t just got took from me look at me, my bro got bagged they threw the book at him
hoping that sh*t don’t happen to me because i’m shook of it
haven’t heard a word since last year about my future sh*t

[chorus]
dear diary, let me tell you of a time
when my life didn’t just consist of committing petty crimes
yeah now my life is spent in a daze, just getting high
that’s the only way i’ve found to numb the pain i don’t know why
it’s all i can do to stop me falling off the edge
yeah too many times i’ve done been pushed up to that ledge
by the man i called my boys, my bros they was my friends, well
that’s what i called them, i thought they was my friends yeah

[outro]
come on, come on, gang sh*t

- eljay leo cebon lyrics

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