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disposition - empathy (aus) lyrics

[intro]
turn me up
yeah that’s good
lemme tell ’em something real quick
listen

[verse 1]
aye
heavy heart, empty bank account, barely made the rent
now my car f*cking breaking down, letters ’bout our debt
how my stomach full of drugs and we got nothing in the fridge?
sabotaging what i built and feeling like “could give a sh*t”
father taught me how to get it, never listen to a b*tch
mama hope i’m 27 and don’t overdose ’til then
missus on me like, “you said you wouldn’t do this sh*t again”
i’m like “i promise that our kids, they won’t turn out the way i did”
uh
she like “you never listen when i talk
and when you do you change the topic to whatever’s in ya thoughts
you lucky that i stay when you done dragged me through the mud
f*ck the money up so many times, ain’t pull out when you cum
f*ck
i know she right so it just p*ss me off
and it feel like every night i need to pour the liquor more
she hate when i get high and end up seizing on the floor
sweat and vomit, rolling eyes it kinda haunts ya
ugh
[chorus]
just imagine how we’d live
if our disposition didn’t want us somewhere in a ditch
personified it cause it be the reason how i is
i hate doing this, but i’m still not ready for kids
just imagine what we’d give
when we’re sober, outta debt
i can’t have ’em growing up and feeling like they ain’t had sh*t
imma run it up for them
’cause i can’t do it for myself
disposition tell me i don’t need no muhf*cking help

[verse 2]
never knew my mother’s father, she ain’t know him either
’cause he od’d after turning back on family, went to leave ’em
guess the karma came around, it skipped a gen and came to me
’cause when i’m tripping, look in mirrors and can’t help but see his features
what the f*ck is this existence when i can’t stand who i be
up under drugs and music? masking all my cuts that bleeding
f*ck, it’s open season on you c*nts ’cause i don’t need a reason
get to tweaking, paranoia, cut you all off
guillotine ’em, meet the reaper
i think i might this evening, one too many beans i’ll die in place
and still i’ll put a record out as empathy beyond the grave
took some acid with my shawty, made me promise keep her safe
but i keep pressuring with drugs when she done said she need a break
still see innocence in face and how i made her go this way
and made her join me in abyss, when darkness creeping through the haze
always say it ain’t my fault her disposition in the fray
and know we soulmates but we k!ll each other slowly everyday
scribble ‘nother sentence that could put me in a cage
when i bleed it’s ink i’m pouring out in raps up on the page
throw ’em out perfection searching which just turn into a waste
of minutes hours days i sit on sh*t until i hate it
i ain’t tryna see a doctor it like they got missing patience
xanax offered few occasions, tryna k!ll me something crazy
way i’m made this self destruction what i crave in day to day
i’ll fade away, but say my name, i’ll descend from the astral planes
disposition
[chorus]
just imagine how we’d live
if our disposition didn’t want us somewhere in a ditch
personified it cause it be the reason how i is
i hate doing this, but i’m still not ready for kids
just imagine what we’d give
when we’re sober, outta debt
i can’t have ’em growing up and feeling like they ain’t had sh*t
imma run it up for them
’cause i can’t do it for myself
disposition tell me i don’t need no muhf*cking help

- empathy aus lyrics

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