waking up from december - ernestiahtail lyrics
[verse 1]
em c
i just want to do better
g d
waking up sober, first day of december
em c
coffee’s gone cold, but i sip it slow
g d
tryna find peace in the things i know
em c
n0body knows how i used to see
g d
the flowers bloom so easily
em c
but the frost came in, and the colors fled
g d
now they’re just ghosts dancing in my head
[chorus]
em c
i’m holding on, but the thread is thin
g d
trying to feel something beneath my skin
em c
it’s hard to breathe when the past surrounds
g d
used to see light, now it’s crashing down
em c
but i’m still here, i’m still around
g d
even when the silence is the loudest
[verse 2]
em c
it’s all i hear now
g d
as i pass out on the first day of dеcember
em c
tried so hard to stay clеan, stay tender
g d
but the weight don’t lift, it just learns to hide
em c
and i fall back in, though i swore i’d fight
g d
ash on the floor, phone full of missed calls
em c
blame it on the dark, blame it on the fall
g d
write my name in the condensation
em c
like i’m still here, like i’m worth salvation
[chorus]
em c
i’m holding on, but the thread is thin
g d
trying to feel something beneath my skin
em c
it’s hard to breathe when the past surrounds
g d
used to see light, now it’s crashing down
em c
but i’m still here, i’m still around
g d
even when the silence is the loudest
[bridge]
em c
my eyes red, lack of slumber
g d
i’ve forgotten the numbers
em c
of the nights i swore i’d change
g d
but the mirror looks the same
em c
streetlights blur through the glass
g d
as the hours slowly pass
em c
i’m just a name in my phone
g d
left on read, all alone
[final chorus – soft dynamic]
em c
i’m holding on, though the thread is thin
g d
still tryna find where i fit in
em c
it’s hard to heal with the past this loud
g d
but i still breathe, even when i’m down
em c
yeah, i’m still here, i’m still around
g d
even when the silence is the loudest sound
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