apologetiparoxysm - escape from the zoo lyrics
my sh-ll is present but
my minds light years away
i need a substance to secure my anchor
i dig and dig until i’ve dug myself a grave
where did it come from
this newfangled anger
this persistent unfounded
annoyance is taking it’s toll
any semblance of calm has corroded
a psyche so sick and a soul so much sicker
delusion my only reprieve
listless callous numb
despondency’s the flavor of the day
a rapid shift in my
temperaments led me to sink
to a depth of dejection at which
i can’t think through the mire malign
in my mind i meander and pray that
i stumble across some place safe
but i won’t, i’ll remain in this prison
reinforce the cell walls and fire upon any
who try to help im a toxin too
comfortable covered in quills
listless callous numb
despondency’s the flavor of the day
please forgive me i know i’m
a nightmare and not myself
i just can’t shake this feeling
of impending doom and that
weight on my mental healths
left me so detached
with every respite from this odd
suspension i’m trapped in
i see all the pain that i’ve caused and it
k!lls me inside so i put up a wall
further exacerbating the problems
and still entertaining this
listless callous numb
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