 
holding out - gar lyrics
(verse 1: gar)
i said i can’t not hold this time
cause when i do,i lose my mind
i’m sick and tired of what they want from me
demons in my head trying to take it all from me
i tried honestly ain’t no one want a part of this
i want to be a part of you but you won’t want a part of this
all this f*cking in my head
hold up i need a sec
i need a breath but i can’t breathe so please just go and leave a message
needed help but now that sh*t’s a far cry
lost my start life feel i’m still living in a past life
hard times they fall upon us and i know about them
needed company but when i see it i’ma go around them
f*ck is wrong man feel i’m going insane
i post with my brothers and they knowing how i cope with the pain
i f*ck with the rain
alone in my home i’m hoping for change
snorting the cane before i’m leaving
or i’m not showing my face
sh*t been stressing my head out
my family ain’t even here
my father died from an overdose
hoping to stay with me here
my mother ain’t even visited that sh*t making me weird
i got this hate in my heart
and i can’t erase what i feel
i’m sipping bottles, popping pills i f*cking hate what you think of me
but i’m hoping you’re feeling me after waiting and hearing this
and this can you get me
i can’t hold on this time
cause when i do i lose my mind
yeah i said i can’t hold on this time cause when i do i lose my mind
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