afraid of my scars - gere lyrics
i’m afraid of my scars, i’m afraid of myself
i’m afraid of the things that somebody will tell…
as not to arouse regard, i use make*up and scarfs
but the more i hid them, the more i feel it’s not enough…
everyday i wake up, put my make*up and scarfs
and make sure that no one can ever deduce my scars…
they say they’re big signs of strength, signs of real s*xiness
i just can’t think the same, i just feel so ashamed by them…
i wish it would be over…
i wish i would wake up
look at myself and discover
that i no longer have my scars…
it would makе me feel lighter…
it would make mе feel accepted…
i would look clean, pure and perfect
just like i was and i’m no more…
oh, it’s a condemnation…
this is no liberation…
if that’s life what i’m living
i prefer to be dying…
i’m so afraid of my scars
i wish i could destroy them
live like a normal person
with no wasteful compassion…
my obsession’s covering me…
i can’t walk around lucidly…
i sink like it’s near*throttling me…
when will ever be time to sleep?
as long as i’m surviving
i’ll carry my scars till i die
and once everything is over
i’ll have my time to recover
i’d have forgiven all my sins
and chased my scars far away from me…
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