let go - gideon titus lyrics
[intro: rtd ankapong]
pulling me down, i’m making it up
gripping my throat and i can’t even shout
lost in my world, no where to be found
feel like i’m dying
right from inside
beating me round and round and round
i’m fading out, i can’t even flout
many times i feel like i’m pulling the trigger
i’m depressed
try avoiding these demons but they keep coming my way
and i don’t have to hold on
even i try to pray
no i don’t wanna be here
i just wanna be free
but these demons won’t let go
these demons won’t let go
these demons won’t let go
thesе demons won’t let go
[verse 1: gideon titus]
i have been dеaling with mental health issues and
suicidal thoughts
and
death thoughts
and
s*x thoughts
and
fame thoughts
and
stressful thoughts
and
love thoughts
and— look
every time i’m climbing up, i slip and i fall
feel like i’m screaming out but n0body hears my call
heart is feeling heavy like a brick wall
trying to trust god even when i feel small
i’ve been searching for peace that i still don’t have
running from a past that always takes a stab
trying to breathe through the panic when the night gets bad
yeah, the feelings hit hard and they come so fast
[chorus: gideon titus]
yeah, i’m lost inside
but i’m holding on
even when the dark feels way too strong
god, i need you now
‘cause i’ve been broken down
and i can’t do this on my own
i’m lost inside
but i’m fighting still
trying to let go of what i can’t feel
i know you’re near
even through the fear
so pull me out and make me real
[verse 2: gideon titus]
i’m wrestling with shadows i don’t talk about
people see a smile, they don’t see my doubt
trying to figure who i am when i’m shutting down
silence in my head feels like a crowd
i’m tired of the secrets that i lock inside
every single night is like a fight to survive
tell myself “it’s fine,” but it’s just a lie
yeah, i need god’s peace just to stay alive
i’ve been praying for a purpose i can’t see yet
but i know his promises are something i can’t forget
even if i’m drowning in regret
he still calls me his— and he’s not done yet
[chorus: gideon titus]
yeah, i’m lost inside
but i’m holding on
even when the dark feels way too strong
god, i need you now
‘cause i’ve been broken down
and i can’t do this on my own
i’m lost inside
but i’m fighting still
trying to let go of what i can’t feel
i know you’re near
even through the fear
so pull me out and make me real
[bridge: gideon titus]
i don’t want to run anymore
i don’t want to hide from the pain i ignore
god, open up my heart and let me see more
yeah, you’re the only one i’m living for
help me breathe
help me heal
help me feel the truth that you reveal
when i fall
lift me up
remind me that your love is enough
[final chorus: gideon titus]
yeah, i’m lost inside
but i’m holding on
even when the dark feels way too strong
god, i need you now
when my light goes out
you remind me that i still belong
i’m lost inside
but you’re right here
fighting every lie and every fear
you call my name
and i’m not the same
you’re the reason that i’m still here
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