long as the block is black - guided by voices lyrics

how, you ask, will i know you
especially when i can’t see you in my sleep
and i’m afraid to be with you
only when you are gone, this shall i weep:
take my shape and then
follow me, my childhod friend
would i lie?
i would die
if you walked into my room
someday cry
someday smile
and say it’s great to be alive
should i stay?
should i go?
indecision is my mind
my heart cries