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✨ **a letter to myself** ✨

i am not a headline
i am a book—an infinite book—filled with pages no one has fully read

they see the surface: “girl,” “student,” “rank,” “success.”
they see the smiles i force, the silence i keep, the cold body that hides the fire inside
and they think they understand
they don’t

my pain is not a news bite, it is a library
every comparison, every silence, every time i swallowed my tеars
and told myself to “ignore it like othеr girls”—
those moments became words, paragraphs, chapters

and yet—i am not only pain
i am survival
i am the strength that got me here, 19 years old, carrying battles twice my size
i am the courage that still asks *“why”* instead of pretending it doesn’t hurt
i am the heart that refuses to turn numb, even when it would be easier

if the world pities me, let them
if the world reduces me to headlines, let them
i know the truth: i am infinite

i am not waiting for anyone anymore
this is not something i deserve or even want
i don’t want to be “read,” i don’t want their respect, i don’t need their gaze
i write so that other girls—cold, silent, carrying invisible pain—
can know they are not alone
i am the same as them, maybe even colder, maybe even more faded
but still here
and that is enough

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