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why i’m sad around the holidays - hunter_738 lyrics

(verse 1)
i always talk to my family
but now family just feels like treason
they always ask me how i’m doing
but never what i’m feeling

i hardly talk to my old friends
for reasons that they don’t know
and all my new friends seem so happy
while i’m just sitting here all alone

(pre*chorus)
but every time i look outside
i see that the sky is gray and the moon is white
and i can’t explain this feeling inside
it’s cold like december, it’s colder than night

(chorus)
so tell me why i’m sad around the holidays
smiling lights, but i’m stuck in the gray
everyone’s laughing, i’m miles away
can’t fake the cheer, can’t find the faith
i play thе songs, but they don’t sound right
empty halls and sleepless nights
guess i’m just lost in thе winter haze
yeah, that’s why i’m sad around the holidays
(verse 2)
my phone keeps buzzing, i don’t reply
i fake a smile, then start to cry
the snow keeps falling, it’s quiet outside
feels like the world forgot i’m alive

i wrap up gifts i’ll never send
think about people i called friends
they moved on, and i pretend
but pretending’s getting hard again

(pre*chorus)
and i’m so tired of feeling this way
like joy’s a language i can’t translate
everyone shines while i decay
guess i’m the ghost at my own parade

(chorus)
so tell me why i’m sad around the holidays
smiling lights, but i’m stuck in the gray
everyone’s laughing, i’m miles away
can’t fake the cheer, can’t find the faith
i play the songs, but they don’t sound right
empty halls and sleepless nights
guess i’m just lost in the winter haze
yeah, that’s why i’m sad around the holidays
(chorus)
i guess i’m meant to cry through the holidays
the laughter hurts more than the pain
i watch the snow fall on my mistakes
each flake a name i can’t erase
the songs all echo what i’ve lost
every melody just feels like frost
i wish i could feel what others praise
but i’m still sad around the holidays

(bridge)
i light the tree, but it doesn’t glow
the warmth i need, i’ll never know
i wrap my pain in silver bows
and smile for faces on a screen that froze

i tell myself that i’ll be fine
but fine’s just another way to lie
the lights burn out, and so do i
in the hush between the carols’ sighs

(outro)
and maybe next year, it’ll fade away
but right now, i’m still sad around the holidays
yeah… right now, i’m still sad around the holidays

- hunter_738 lyrics

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