gone in a second - ismfc lyrics
(verse 1: ismfc)
maybe i’m broke
maybe i struggle for reasons
like what if i choke
what if i just stop breathing
i’m always alone
with the fans that i’m meeting
they be saying that my sh*t is so real
they relate like they were gonna k!ll themselves
but my music helped with the pain
what a strain cause i feel the same
and i’ve been walking around i just picture my death
and i’ve been trying to k!ll myself with the opioid meds
cause they be clearing my hеad
and i know i should be dead but i’m alive right now
lost a lot of brothеrs so i fight right now
got a lot of fans so i try right now
i just rhyme right now i’ve been waiting it’s my time right now
praying to a god i need a sign right now
i’m a diamond in the rough watch me shine right now
gotta do it for the brothers that have passed
another year i just wish we could laugh
but you’re gone right now
yeah i’m proud look at how far that i’ve come
look at what i’ve done right now
stand on my ground i won’t run back down
beating my depression in my head and i run right now
(chorus: ethvnn)
fighting my head and i’m sitting here stressing
life is a blessing my thoughts are a weapon
need to love life cause it’s gone in a second
i’m walking this earth while my brother’s in heaven
fighting my head and i’m sitting here stressing
life is a blessing my thoughts are a weapon
need to love life cause it’s gone in a second
i’m walking this earth while my brother’s in heaven
(verse 2: ismfc)
one stuck like it’s caught within a tight grip
i try slip but it’s more f*cked than when the pipe hit
times are f*cked but i know why i’m like this
i ain’t seeing doctors i don’t want them to write scripts
i don’t wanna die but i’m like this
rope tied up like i won’t take advice
on the phone to my blood like yours know i am alright real talk
i’ve been feeling like i’m f*cked up
best mate gone so i had to give the drugs up
pouring up a cup and i’m looking at my brother
sick of being poor cause it’s harder than the gutter
i’ve been talking to these walls are they ever gonna shut up
when it rains it pours i’ll be running to the cover
can’t feel the warmth even when i’m in my jumper
trying to hold a staunch until i see the sun up
tryna do my brother proud
but i’m feeling like i’m weak like i wanna f*cking drown
in the sea with my thoughts in the cloud
distorting my sounds all these demons around
haunting me now don’t wanna fall or go down
but i’m dreaming of doubt
thoughts of leaving this town so i’m leaving it
now bleeding around barely breathing this out
i’ve been screaming out loud plenty reasons to shout i don’t need all this now
(outro: ethvnn)
fighting my head and i’m sitting here stressing
life is a blessing my thoughts are a weapon
need to love life cause it’s gone in a second
i’m walking this earth while my brother’s in heaven
fighting my head and i’m sitting here stressing
life is a blessing my thoughts are a weapon
need to love life cause it’s gone in a second
i’m walking this earth while my brother’s in heaven
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