anxiety - kg the rapper lyrics
(verse 1: kg)
ain’t sh*t change been the worst year yet
does it hurt yes but i’m used to it
makes me sad cause i think that it’s me that’s the problem
well that’s what my head says talking again
brain can’t stop like it’s walking again
my pain might stop when i talk to a friend
when that friend goes i feel awful again
i’m alone in my head then alone in my bed
i’ve been trying to figure out why my stomach hurts
and why my brain can’t stop it f*cking hurts i’m feeling lost for words trying to describe this
doc send me pills like here you go try this
i don’t want em though f*ck it i don’t need help
always run away and try to do it by myself
then it’s coming back around now it’s living in my mind
every time i face a battle i just wish it wasn’t mine
can’t focus living with anxiety
still trust people feeling like they’re gonna lie to me
people did me dirty i’ve been fighting sleep
a good dad a good person i try to be
but it’s hard when you’re trying you’re trying
you’re going back and forth trying to battle with your mind
it’s making up a story when it’s actually a lie
so i battle with the trauma tryna get it out my life
(verse 2: kg)
i don’t know why they test me
i just really want peace when it’s ending
friend me f*ck off i only got a few friends
what
you think i’m looking for some new friends
my mind’s telling me one thing assumptions
used to be the dumb kid running the street right
now i’m fully grown and i’m trying to beat life
been at it since knee height and dealing with the mind games
i just wanted my life changed cause my pain
enough to make you wanna run away and just hide stains
a tight lane swerving i’m more than hurting in the right lane turning towards my curses
but i’m certain it’s something i can overcome
always did it by myself look i sobered up
when i was going through the mud they didn’t phone me once
i don’t owe them nothing they don’t phone so f*ck em
can’t focus living with anxiety
still trust people feeling like they’re gonna lie to me
people did me dirty i’ve been fighting sleep
a good dad a good person i try to be
but it’s hard when you’re trying you’re trying
you’re going back and forth trying to battle with your mind
it’s making up a story when it’s actually a lie
so i battle with the trauma tryna get it out my life
(verse 3: kg)
but it’s always hung around like a bad smell
me i’ve never had help i do it on my ones
only see him once a week i swear it’s got me f*cked
life’s cruel and i don’t know what i’ve done
f*cked up from a young age probably from the slums
blame it on myself not the fact i had it tough
i was going through the worst now i find it hard to trust
feeling hard to love i’ve been dealing with some stuff
can’t focus living with anxiety
still trust people feeling like they’re gonna lie to me
people did me dirty i’ve been fighting sleep
a good dad a good person i try to be
but it’s hard when you’re trying you’re trying
you’re going back and forth trying to battle with your mind
it’s making up a story when it’s actually a lie
so i battle with the trauma tryna get it out my life
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