overdose (suicide note) - kidcrusher lyrics
this pain inside of me is so pure that its hard to ignore
i start to suffocate myself to block out all of my thoughts
i’m waking up to medication fall asleep to medication
just cant seem to stop my concentration (shut up)
f-ck it, i’m sick of myself,
all the bullsh-t keeps on following me
and swallowing me, right after the lobotomy,
there’s nothing left inside of me
i’m just f-cking hiding me and trying to numb the pain
pill after pill after pill everyday
blowing all my money, so i can liquefy my liver
blazing up the weed, even though i don’t smoke
trying sleep but i cant sleep so back to medication
i don’t even know if i want to live or die,
laying on the floor feeling like i want to fly
so i can see my dad for the very first time
would he even want to see me? just because i’m that guy
i want to overdose, its just so easy to die
i want to get outside of me, and realy feel alive
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