goodbye, old self - kimistomb lyrics
[speech: shuzo matsuoka]
are you just living day to day?
are you lost and confused?
“i want to feel alive!”
it’s easy
you can’t think about the past
“why did i do that?”
it’ll just turn to anger
you also can’t think about the future
“will it be okay?”
it just turns to worry
in that case…
hold on for dear life!
stake your entire life in here and now
yes!
if you stake your life now…
everyone…
you will be alive!
[verse: kimistomb]
overthinking day and night, ain’t sleep much lately
all the thoughts crossing my head, they been had me stressing
honestly, i don’t get why anyone would date me
b*tch, i’m rotting in my bed, i’m too possessive
all my feelings bottled up, can’t seem to get thеm off my chest
roll a blunt, i’m trying to get high, take away thе stress
i love my family so much, i’m feeling so blessed
sorry mom, i ain’t say a word, when i felt depressed
sorry grandma, i ain’t say a word, wasn’t feeling the best
faked a smile everyday with a void in my chest
overcame the dark days, who would have guessed?
wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for my sis’ and my friends
almost did something she would have never forgiven me for
almost had her find my cold body, ‘hind that door
have you ever had such dark thoughts, you don’t wanna think no more?
everyday i tried to find something i could be proud of
all my life i felt so worthless
waking up everyday, with no purpose
“give your best”, “be alive”, is it worth it?
wanna give my life to someone else, i don’t deserve it
i wanna taste happiness, tell me, how do i earn it?
praise coming from my mom, don’t think i’ve heard it
self*love, can’t be taught, you have to learn it
i ain’t smile in a while
i ain’t smile in a while ’til i seen you
i’m so scared to lose you, i wanna keep you
talk about you all the time, family wanna meet you
i don’t wanna go back to my old ways, i need you
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