mindflayer - lavenderx lyrics
[verse 1]
my mother’s coworker taught me how to shave
i heard a woman’s voice cheering at my baseball games
i bought your lies and you told me to keep the change (ooh, change)
when i was eighteen i got rid of your name (got rid of your name)
[pre*chorus 1]
gilt fills every crack in the plaster
you had the money and made yourself the master
give me a reason to give you the last word
[chorus]
let me down
one last time
i call it manipulation
say it’s kind
you’re checked out
i was nine
too young to know better
than to let you play my mind
[post*chorus]
(play my mind, play my mind
play my mind, play my mind
play my mind, play my mind)
[verse 2]
i’ve been gaining muscle and losing weight
i’m worried if you saw me, you’d like the change
so i wear flowers on my sleeves and dresses to my knees
i wanna become everything you hate
[pre*chorus 2]
gilt fills every crack in the plaster
don’t have a single memory of laughter
give me a reason to give you the password
[chorus]
let me down
one last time
i call it manipulation
say it’s kind
you’re checked out
i was nine
i should have known better
than to let you play my mind
[post*chorus]
(play my mind, play my mind
play my mind, play my mind
play my mind, play my mind)
[bridge]
i appreciate the money
but it doesn’t mean you love me
i carry every word and blow
to every date and friendship
i haven’t cried in years
since you shamed my worthless tears
i may someday move on
but it won’t erase what you did
i’ve spent years reversing every belief
trying to rectify anything you taught me
i don’t trust a single man i meet
i feel my father in every insecurity
[outro]
let me down
one last time
i call it manipulation
say it’s kind
you’re checked out
i was nine
you should have known better
than to play a child’s mind
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