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fake smile - lil avocado lyrics

all this time i was faking a smile
thought i was going a mile
this is the point where i felt vile
turns out i was a depressed child
i was exposed to violence at a young age
this all felt like i was on stage
where everything to me felt like a cage
as i grew up that all changed
demons started growing from my memories
a lot of people became my enemies
i never had the energy to do anything
i stood in my room most of the time
thinking everything was alright
heard yelling and screaming from the walls
tryna ignore it all
but i can’t
tears would form in my eyes
i wanna tell myself all the lies
during school i felt depressed
under a lot of stress
teachers never would’ve guessed
i was a whole mess

my mom told me
“don’t hold it inside because one day you’re gonna cry”
i was like okay, alright
everything was tumbling down around me
everything was surrounding me
didn’t know how to feel
after all this pain i felt
i want to be direct
i’ve gained a lot of respect
just know i’m keeping this real
my mind is ideal
my demon’s steering the wheel
i’m in my automobile
reflecting the trauma
i could’ve gone a
psycho, if i wanted to
i didn’t because i held it in
i don’t know if i’ll be happy
is this my finale ?
don’t worry, it won’t
i’m still here

my mom told me
“don’t hold it inside because one day you’re gonna cry”
i was like okay, alright
everything was tumbling down around me
everything was surrounding me
didn’t know how to feel

- lil avocado lyrics

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