traumatized - lily baxter lyrics
[verse 1]
12:45, i was riding an uber to a meeting, a place to be
but i saw someone non*preferred from school drive right by me
i reached out to two of my preferred tutors from school
one of them wasn’t available, i was fooled
so i spoke to the other, we did facetime but for me, this wasn’t enough
i said i’d come into school the next day but this very moment’s tough
cause shortly after the incident, i cried for 50 minutes straight
while i was crying, i was stuttering in speech, sometimes i’d hide my face
[pre*chorus]
i felt my heart drop like a bungee jump
i was so down in the dumps
i felt this zig*zag of lightning
i was surrounded by dark clouds and began crying
[chorus]
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
lost interest of everything
it makes me wanna sing
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
it’s been phasing me
i put it into my diary
[verse 2]
maybe we should go out one day
well, this has been established anyway
i invited some of my preferred staff
still, my heart was split in half
the day after the incident, i saw one of them
some new people were who i met
later, billie eilish played while i worked out so i turned on ava max
if i heard the other musician, then it woulda made me sad
[pre*chorus]
i felt my heart drop like a bungee jump
i was so down in the dumps
i felt this zig*zag of lightning
i was surrounded by dark clouds and began crying
[chorus]
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
lost interest of everything
it makes me wanna sing
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
it’s been phasing me
i put it into my diary
[bridge]
this is why i shouldn’t have grown up here
see? i’m more likely to let the darkness interfere
i’m tryna find a way to avoid it but this won’t end up well
cause some evil live near me and put me through h*ll
if i see the non*preferred, then i’d be in the darkness forever
it makes me wanna be with the preferred in the light together
if i were with the good, then they’d promise me heaven
this would mean i would leaven
[chorus]
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
lost interest of everything
it makes me wanna sing (it makes me want to sing)
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed
it’s been phasing me (mmm)
i put it into my diary (diary)
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed (i can’t do a single thing)
lost interest of everything
it makes me wanna sing
i been traumatized
mentally paralyzed (i don’t know what to do with myself)
it’s been phasing me
i put it into my diary (yeah)
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