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suicidal reflection - lozayn lyrics

verse 1:
contemplation consumes me, it’s a mental warzone
disillusioned, confined to the depths of my own
trapped in the caverns, mind heavy like stone
dissonant thoughts in a labyrinth, i roam alone

suffocated by apathy, i can’t breathe deep
mind a battlefield, where the shadows creep
searching for solace, but i’m stuck in a leap
wading through the madness, heart’s in a steep

existential crises that can’t really seem to escape
imprisoned in this cycle, there’s no clean slatе
every day a battle that i can’t relatе
drowning in reflections, contemplating my fate

hallucinate futures that shatter like prisms
existence a cage in a cynical system
deaf to the sermons, entombed in derision
i’m living in h*ll, but my body’s in rhythm

got a .44 temptation on my nightstand cold
my conscience orchestratin’ death notes untold
perhaps i’m not condemned, perhaps i’m just lost

*
yeah, as i’m down here dear lord struggling for long as i know through nights of sorrow, through storms untamed
your hands have held me just the same
when shadows threatened, when hope seemed lost
you paved my path despite the cost
*
verse 2:
introspective torment, mental malady
struggling to find some form of clarity
voices in my mind speak with vulgar rarity
a cacophony of chaos in my sanctuary

emotionally bankrupt, i’m running out of cash
haunted by memories, in a constant flash
clinging to remnants of a past that’s trash
reaching for escape, but the chains clash

the constellations fl!cker as my vision starts to fade
i’m tethered to this suffering—a debt i never paid
oscillating fever dreams, the cold caress of death
a requiem unspoken as i take my final breath

chorus:
in the mirror, i see the fractured soul i’ve become
swallowed by the silence, i’m on the run
suicidal reflections beneath a dying sun
lost in the abyss , where the war’s never won

verse 3:
i’m mentally malnourished, starvin’ for a change
but the longer i wait, the further i’m estranged
contemplating escape, as i drift from range
a descent into darkness, i can’t exchange
sitting in silence, the clock ticks loud
shackled by the thoughts that i can’t disavow
every second feels like i’m drowning in the crowd
but i scream for salvation, and it’s not allowed

despondency’s grip is strong and unyielding
all my joy stolen, no more healing
trapped in this cycle, a mind that’s reeling
a victim of my thoughts, the pain appealing

maybe pain is a language that i ain’t yet deciphered
maybe life’s an empty canvas waiting on a writer
maybe i ain’t meant to perish in this self*made eclipse
maybe fate’s still composing what i thought didn’t exist

outro:
so i drop that piece, let my knees hit the floor, tears mix with the blood, i can’t fight no more. but maybe there’s a reason, maybe fate ain’t done, maybe i can live on, ‘cause the war ain’t won

- lozayn lyrics

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