hotline - lul curls lyrics
when i was little i wanted to grow up, now i’m begging the time to slow down
i have a picture in my head that i can’t explain
“you’ll be fine, you’ll be fine” i tell myself
i am fine but i’m lying to myself
i’m standing on the edge, scared imma fall again
in the dark hole but i can’t even confess
what i’m doing i can’t even tell my friends
i’m losing strength, can’t even stand on my legs, on my legs
i called the hotline once again, i tried to end it all tonight at 10
i’m scared to tell how i feel, i’m sorry i took another pill
devil’s liquor slowly burning my throat
tears smudging the pen that’s on my note
mama i am not addicted, i am struggling inside
i’m doing way too much real soon i might die
sad picture of me zipped up in a black bag
i tried to brush it off but it shows up again
didn’t think i’ll end up here again this time
don’t know what to feel, i just wanna cry
it’s getting late now, devil’s coming for me
my thoughts are dark he’s telling me bad things
i know it’s my birthday and should feel happy
instead i’m calling hotlines and drinking coffee
can’t even sleep, can’t even think, i don’t know what’s wrong
that’s why i’m making this song
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