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way too honest - malavhi lyrics

i’m on the way
and i know that you’re going to beg me to stay
it’s ok but
i can’t
i can’t, i
i got places to be
i got others to see
baby i’m damaged and i’m guarding my heart

i’ve been trippin’ i been thinking ‘bout the things we never finished i been*
i been
you been missing i been distant but the memories still hittin’ i’m like*
call again
all your friends say i’m toxic they don’t understand we been it i’m like*
aw man
they don’t know about them nights you used to cry and say you miss me i’m like*
call again

and i’m out here trying to numb it
trying to fake like i don’t want it
trying to act like someone else could ever fit the part you wanted
girl i’m honest
way too honest
cutw*ters had made me honest
you’re the only one i promised
you’re the only one i wanted
you been posting like it’s over
smiling in them pictures faking happy, never sober
heard you with somebody new but i know y’all ain’t closer
tell me why you run to someone weaker, when you know i’m him

girl you left me questions
now i’m left with confessions
i put time into us
you put time into tension
you been acting like you’re healed but you still feel resentment
you been acting like you’re fine but your voice is still trembling
and i heard you got a man now
i ain’t really trying to hate i’m just saying he’s a stand*in
every time you fight with him i know who you’re thinking ‘bout
every time he touch you i know who you be thinking ‘bout

all the nights i was calling you left my voice on the table
you said you’d be there through the storm but you folded it got fatal
gave trust that you never gave me
who known you break it so easily?

and i’m out here overthinking, over*loving, overlapping
every flaw you ever had girl i still found a way to wrap it
and all the pain you tried to hide the tears behind your pride
i’m holdin’ on to pieces of a you you never recognized
and i’m out here trying to numb it
trying to fake like i don’t want it
trying to act like someone else could ever fit the part you wanted
girl i’m honest
way too honest
cutw*ters had made me honest
you’re the only one i promised
you’re the only one i wanted

and i been cutting way too heavy
trying to act like i’m still ready
trying to flirt with other women just to feel like i’m still steady
but i’m empty, way too empty
even when these girls still tempt me
you the only one i pictured when i ever said “come get me”
and i’m so tired, i’m tired of running
you dismissing me returning
you gone hear this in the morning
you say i’m tripping, say i’m hurting
but i meant it, yeah i meant it
everything i said i meant it
you’re the one i held the closest
you’re the one i never rented
and i’m falling into habits
into patterns
into madness
i been scrolling through your pictures like i’m looking for what happened
but i get it, yeah i get it
you moved on but i don’t get it
how you get so cold on me?
i’m the one kept you protected
and i’m broken but i mask it
laugh in public, cry in traffic
trying to keep my heart intact but you the piece i keep subtracting
girl i’m faded, way too faded in this peace
i’m feeling jaded
i ain’t calling for no closure
i just want to see us make it
and i’m honest, way too honest
even when the pain the rawest
you’re the one i wrote my future with
the one i pictured all this
now i’m calling after 2am
hoping i can feel again
know you probably won’t answer
but i try, that’s more than them
i’ve been
honest

- malavhi lyrics

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