chainsaw / red face hands - marcel1ne lyrics
second chamber
i lie down in the shower floor
the hot water’s melting my skin slowly
as the room is filled in smoke i can’t see
the floor is liquidy and smells of rust
i tuck my red shirt and smile in pain
it’s wet
it was meaty beforehand
now i’m waiting for someone
there’s no one coming i fear
well, it doesn’t matter
i keep singing my plainsong to pass the time
third chamber
i stand naked in the sand staring at the sea
m*st*rbating
the wind breezes over me and i slowly turn blue
feeling water over that is a еnigma
it’s coming, i know it is
the water drips from my thighs and br**sts as thе thunders light up the sky
i can’t bring myself to grab a towel
or my chainsaw to operate a removal
of the floor beneath and any shame
thunder strikes next to me and i can’t hear anymore
but it doesn’t strike me
so i continue despite every climax
my phone rings from ghosts attempting to reach me and it annoys me
but i can tell when my friends call
i turn around and answer
but i can only hear static
fourth chamber
“hey, it’s your old roommate
i was wondering why when i woke up for the first time in weeks, you were gone
you left no note, nothing at all
did you get kidnapped or is something wrong?
call me back”
i block the number
“what’s up? it’s someone you knew
why did you unsubscribe from my mailing list?
i was going to call you for the first time in months”
i ignore the message
“hey, marcy, it’s the ghost of your former best friend
every day we spend together is just lots and lots of fun
2023’s ending, wow, what a blast, right?
we are similar in so many places, it’s really, really cool
happy new year, marcy!”
i try to reply but the number doesn’t exist anymore
“h*llo, former best friend
you saw the thing we were excited for is out?
my so called other half fell into princess slumber hours prior
i’m waiting for the slumber to end so we can experience it together
your replacement i love more
a near*perfect clone of the master”
i skip the message out of rage
i’m never going back anywhere near you
i’m a free woman
fifth chamber
i bleed from holes that i made
i shouldn’t let these holes exist in the first place
i dig them
they feel amazing to dig
to feel the p*ssy of sin squeeze out entirely
to feel the urge vanish
but the blood that follows
like a call to anyone for witness
and my body gets the urges out
my red faced hands burn me
i’m always bleeding
inside my eyes
down there
up here
i am blood and p*ss
solely
sixth chamber
you’re perfect
you are love in it’s every stage
you are the beating heart
you are the holy grail
that i’ve been seeking
you are too perfect
something must be off
the way you chain me is too sweet
your yogurt is too delicious
the things i want you to force me to do
you do them like a ballet dance
too perfect
every moment by the frame
over the weekend i thought despite your sweetness we’d never move closer
we’re melting together now
but i smell gasoline
in the water in the desert
fading away
masking a scent of sweat
in your arms that i call home
seventh chamber
it should have been me
i should have lied from the start
i should have looked into your eyes and given you a fake id
you’re perfect
you were perfect until i found true perfection
now all that is left from that time
is a bittersweet feeling of joy in the perversion i have
this love becomes bluer and i can see you from here
so come here to take the crime scene photos of this decomposing body
turning into liquid
dust to dust
eighth chamber
this familiar place
drowning the sounds of my parents
the water in the ocean sky
exploding submarine
i can’t see a exit point to something like that
but i sit here and await you anyways
at some point
you will come out with open arms and carry me away
years ago that was my hope
but now i see there shouldn’t have ever been hope
for a mirage
i want you to prove me wrong
this is where this nightmare began
but it was so sweet at the start
now it’s nothing of importance
just old memories sewed together by vague string that goes into the darkness and the shadows of the past
a recording of a star perpetually dying
all versions of me once bid adieu to it’s swan song
i am next
ninth chamber
and just as hope appears it permeates below the threshold
falls beyond you into the shadows
messy places become heavens so harsh you can’t help but laugh
fall apart
but just as it appears and lingers
burns bright like a figure standing atop a burning church
raised like construction materials upon the falling stairs
it falls
it burns to the ground and all that’s left is a cold and bitter taste
a weird feeling in my mouth and yours
it’s not really much
but when i wake up it feels like the end of the world
the weight of how i am ruins everything once more
it will all fall like usual and it will bear the damage of a million daggers
slashing my every bit of flesh and bone
bl**dy body turns blue and turns into dust
hanged from the floor
tenth chamber
the artist
evaporates
from their filth
the failure
rises
within
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