
new life - matthew spencer lyrics
at the beginning
i thought i escaped i thought i was winning
finally i found someone to hear me
after too many had begun to fear me
but six years later i still had no reason
i became numb trudged through the seasons
like an addiction i fell to the region
now all that’s left is lesions
hearts in devastation
i can’t believe this
every day i am thinking
why’d i let myself fall
when you tore out my eyes i
knew pain would be involved
new life
new life
i know that i’m to blame
maybe it’s best that i’m erased
into a
new life
new life
so go on close the gate
and fall in love while i just fade
into a
new lie
new lie
now these days
looking back at the past i know i’m to blame
i was way too desperate to f*ck and get laid
no godd*mn wonder i’m always distained
wanna stab myself through the chest
twist the knife open up the mess
don’t you dare tell me to just rest
if i bleed you’ll see my duress
and we can dance in the pool of blood
that i have left behind
do you feel what i feel yet
you shined like the sun
till i was burning alive
ripped apart at the a(tom)
i know that i’m to blame
maybe it’s best that i’m erased
into a
new life
new life
so go on close the gate
and fall in love while i just fade
into a
new lie
new lie
i know the truth
but i live in a lie
i don’t wanna face the reality
let me assume
that everything is fine
i don’t wanna be dragged by gravity
when there’s no room
when we can’t even try
i only hope you will be happy
new life
new life
so go on close the gate
and fall in love while i just fade
into a
new lie
new lie
i know that i’m to blame
maybe it’s best that i’m erased
into a
new life
new life
so go on close the gate
and fall in love while i just fade
into a
new lie
new lie
new lie
new lie
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